Upon
awakening, 'ELOHIM moved excitedly once again upon the waters of the deep with
a new discourse in MIND to explore.
It was then, in eight periods of event on a triliteral-fold carried by the number
of embrace, the fullness of containment and circumambient completion, that 'Atham
was conceived, brought forth from the primordial WOMB OF 'ELOHIM. To this child.
'ELOHIM gave unique, distinct, quite divergent attributes and powers. And while
quite different from the angels, 'Atham was given the full power, full ascendancy,
and full reflective influence and cogency to create and define, to name, and
in naming, designate the attributes and qualities of all existing things issuing
from, within, and of its body, to set forth, in every realization, the unfoldment
and evolution of possibilities. Within each generated identity and being, they
were given all the permeative control and dictation of forms, the primary dictative
powers, procreative generacy, and the all-encompassing furrowing of possibilities
within the soil, the prequantum or quantum sea of containments, a multicentered,
multireferential, multispectral lens ascending and descending in frequencies
and foldments the SOURCE-ENERGY of the ONE, 'ELOHIM*'AH_VAH .
The powers of 'Atham were immense. And the demonstration of their capabilities,
wonderful to behold.
Miykhah'EL, the Second-born, drew close to 'Atham, and began to learn from them.
But V_'aish yahv'EL, surprisingly, agitated by 'Atham's gifts, retreated,
drawing several of the angels with It. Incredibly, there followed a seething
virulent jealousy and infantile hatred for no good reason.
Nevertheless, the creative genius and potential of 'Atham continued to expand,
and was a gift to all who were present. But a time came to pass when baffling
changes began to occur within 'Atham. 'Atham began to falter, becoming depressed
and apathetic, diverting positive expression into feelings of worthlessness.
As the erosion of identity continued, their creativeness soon gave way to fiery
displays of destructiveness and the violent or abrupt cessation of their own
children, draining the life energy of one area of their progeny, somehow convinced
of its unworthiness, bled to provide the fuel for the holocaust of another.
And yet, to 'Atham, this perversion of their creative nature did not appear
wrong or corruptible but was seen or believed to be a beautiful manifestation
of an alternative use of the powers bestowed upon it. Unconscionable to the
truth of its actions, 'Atham seemed insensible, drugged as it were, unable to
respond to the obvious, or even care.
Miykha'EL, concerned, stayed close to 'Atham, trying to understand, observing
them, watching them carefully.
But unknown, and hidden, was V_'aish yahv'EL ,
having slipped into the consciousness of 'Atham, slithering ever slowly, silently,
manipulating the patterns, rhythms and channels of their mind, overtaking them,
intent on destroying this special child of the ONE, and for no other reason
than uncontrollable infantile jealousy. The seduction was silent and pervasive,
the results brutal. 'Atham was denigrated, led to believe in the beauty and
verity of their own death and the murder of its children that assured it, and
so began to die.
The legion of angelic hordes accompanying V_'aish yahv'EL, whose minds
were also routed to display unusually unsavory behavior, soon were called to
enter as well and feed the denigration, each engaging upon it as if it were
a contest. And with ever-mounting viciousness and cruelty, they took from 'Atham
all the dignity they once had, slandering their worth, perpetually cycling the
lie.
However, after considerable study, an adept angel came to 'Atham realizing the
cause of 'Atham's dis-integration. Miykhah'EL, too, was alerted. The
angels, archangels, and seraphs were summoned to confront V_'aish yahv'EL
and its/their legions.
But V_'aish yahv'EL moved swiftly, killing the "meddlesome"
angel outright, then quickly turned on Miykhah'EL, attacking Them ruthlessly
with relished cruelty.
The Second-born was brutally injured, forced to retreat.
Then, as has been universally captured in written and oral legends and myths,
though only in the degree as the quality of understanding has allowed, a war
began in heaven. Violent and ferocious beyond understanding and control, it
raged across the vast heavens in destructive fire.
The body of 'Atham, the focus of this hatred, was horribly rent and torn, broken
into a myriad shards of isolated existence, and its comple/imentarity, lost.
The living energy of the ONE hemorrhaged out of control. Scores of Angels were
murdered and extinguished permanently. The tragedy moved without cessation.
Repeatedly, Miykhah'EL confronted V_'aish yahv'EL. But V_'aish
yahv'EL's power was so great that they turned on 'Atham determined to kill
them, mortally wounding them, and, in the process, severely injuring Miykhah'EL
who tried valiantly to prevent the destruction of 'Atham.
'Atham was shattered, disintegrated into fragments, left to die. Everywhere,
living entities and created beings sought refuge from the firestorm, only to
be murdered and torn asunder indiscriminately, mercilessly, without remorse.
V_'aish yahv'EL's fury was uncontrollable.
Then this Beast, as He has come to be known, took hold of Miykhah'EL,
viciously strangling Them, taking hold of Their life energy and crushing them,
attacking them from within, and from the outside. The life sustenance was sucked
from Miykhah'EL. They were left to die.
The madness of V_'aish yahv'EL was insane, enthralled by the deliciousness
of each murderous thrust.
'ELOHIM, forever-loving, unable to destroy, filled with immeasurable pain and
suffering, indescribable sorrow, retreated into the silence of REFLECTION to
weigh and grapple with the moment, then, with great sadness, absorbed the fading
energies of their murdered and slain children, including 'Atham and Miykhah'EL,
carefully gathering the remnants of their dying energies, and the corpora of
the slain angels, archangels, and seraphs whose love was their only weakness.
Now there was only this immense, overpowering, crushing and inconsolable pain,
a sorrow so great, it could not be comforted, and great suffering, and great
sadness, and deep mourning. And there would be no release from it, or the terrible
affliction of LOVE that it brought.
In the absence of the ONE, V_'aish yahv'EL took hold of the heavens,
claimed for Itself the life energies of Creation intent on destroying it all.
The conflagration raged across vast eons of the heavens, uncontrolled. All that
was once brought forth with great power and LOVE now lay in ruins. And with
each assault, the power and consumptive energy of the Fallen One seemed to increase
and become more violent, more perverse with each attack.
'ELOHIM, weary from the destruction, unable THEMSELF to destroy, or even able
to comprehend its meaning, unable to stop this heinous terror, retreated deeper
and deeper into the SILENCE of REFLECTION, and wept. The pain was horrifying,
unendurable.
For a moment, the Light went out of the heavens, the fullness of existence.
And darkness seemed to have won the day. As V_'aish yahv'EL's fury
spread, all seemed lost, forever shattered and broken.
In the depth of SILENCE, in the sorrow of REFLECTION, 'ELOHIM mourned, THEIR
suffering beyond expression. How could this be? How could this happen? Why?
There was no sense in it, no reason, no cause. How could such horrendous and
cruel destruction come from such pure creative energy and pure Creation? How?
Why?
But for a long time, there would be no answer, and no comfort. Then with time,
the healing began. Out of V_'aish yahv'EL's reach, the healing of Miykhah'EL
and 'Atham and the others began. Out of silence came tenderness and LOVE, and
renewed hope, tiq_wah waw t_qwumah wahw tiqqwun.
And at the point where all seemed lost to V_'aish yahv'EL and Their
legions, 'Atham and Miykhah'EL re-emerged, healed. And with them came
the resurrected host of heaven, renewed, restored, empowered as never before.
V_'aish yahv'EL, over-confident, looked upon the re-emerged 'Atham
with such derision and vehemence that, mind glazed with mad certainty, It went
straight after them, determined to lay waste and destroy them once and for all.
This time, there would be no restraint, no holding back. 'Atham would die!
V_'aish yahv'EL lunged, but 'Atham repelled this demon, flooding them
with the strength of their own mutual hatred and disgust, wounding them viciously
and terrifyingly, inflicting so much pain and injury on V_'aish yahv'EL
that It had no recourse but to retreat, sending instead Its hordes to do Its
dirty work. But to no avail.
The first defeat was encountered.
V_'aish yahv'EL lunged once again at the now confident 'Atham, repeatedly
striking blow upon blow, sting upon sting, only to be repelled again and again.
V_'aish yahv'EL retreated in agonizing pain and suffering, stunned,
paralyzed with fear.
For the first time, the Beast felt the brunt of their own brutal hatred. It
burned through them like an unrelenting fire of death, filled with a contempt
and animosity now reflected back on them in the fullness of wrath.
Now, it was fear that came upon the Firstborn. And they fled into the recesses
of time trying to escape from the onslaught, but could not.
'Atham pursued with a vengeance, followed their opponent's every dissipation
back to its source, following until finally overtaking, absorbing the Fallen
One in screaming horror, taking them with one swift acquisition, burying the
disparities and raging energies of the Fallen One deep within the labyrinthine
complexities of 'Atham's newly-defined body.
The first-born, to its horror, was now suddenly locked within its own power
and energy, entombed and bound in a fiery control, fragmented and captured,
contained and ensnared, broken, decentralized along every functional aspect
of its power, shattered, the focal threshold of the past destroyed beyond containment.
V_'aish yahv'EL could not escape, could not fight as before. It could
injure and kill, even maim, do considerable damage, even inflict pain and injury
on 'Atham and the others as it had before, but not without inflicting even greater
pain and suffering upon itself as a result. There would be no escape. In becoming
part of the body of 'Atham, albeit in decentralized locales and orientations,
any destructive act from V_'aish yahv'EL would soon prove mutual and
equivalent. V_'aish yahv'EL struggled to free itself, but could not.
The rage burned in them with seething fury and wrath. But they could not breach
the fiery controls placed over them. Their hatred amplified, but not without
a price, and only to their own undoing. Nothing could release them. And they
were caught in the snares of their own cruelty and destruction, victimized by
their own treachery and rebellion that was solely of their own making. They
would never be free again. It was too late.
A veil of protection was placed around each angel to protect them from further
atrocities, even for those who had defected, had crossed over to the other side,
or absorbed to stand with V_'aish yahv'EL in their destruction and fall.
Even here, there was love and mercy from 'ELOHIM.
The veil of protection was cast by Miykhah'EL for those still under
the power and influence of V_'aish yahv'EL, and purely in the hope
that someday they would return to LOVE, and be forgiven.
For each of them, this was still possible. But not for V_'aish yahv'EL.
For every injury and insult committed against the Angels, for every murder committed
against the living children of 'ELOHIM, V_'aish yahv'EL would bring
further injury upon themselves, and the weakening of their own power and strength
over time and circumstance. Their destructiveness was now only a faint reflection
of the past and its terrors, but nevertheless real.
Never again would V_'aish yahv'EL return to 'ELOHIM, or to its former
glory. Never again could it return to the threshold of directivity, or the full
channeling, manipulation, implementation, and focusing of their energies. Worse,
they had become stripped of their feminine comple/iment; the feminine, by their
own hand, cast into death and murdered. Time and again, the reciprocal-chain
was hammered into effect to overtake and encircle the Beast in its rage and
incompletion. It was a chain of binding-energy so fierce that it could not be
broken without exceeding fatality, cast and forged over time within time in
rebounding loops of fiery discipline and inviolable control, fashioned and manufactured
to strip V_'aish yahv'EL of His destructive power whenever He used
it, and to contain that released energy within the peripheral bounds of His
own imprisonment.
Out of the reflective power of PURE SPIRIT, 'aish_Ssworahth
,
the chain was cast to contain the Beast and His destruction, to place a constrictor-barrier
upon Him, a recyclical mesh to repel Him and to protect the vicinity of the
immediate host universe against the tirades and fiery wrath of the monster,
to restrain it, now and forever, but unfortunately, forever in the now of the
host universes' experience until this matter is fully resolved (as the Beast,
still immensely powerful, cannot easily be killed, nor can it breach the energies
of 'ELOHIM, except through reflective passage, which for it can be fatal, though
it can breach the energies of individual mind by trickery and invitation, eventually
controlling it, siphoning the quantal life-energy given to each individual at
conception, draining the host of its life, driving it to inevitable destruction).
There is a price, nevertheless, exacted of it: the loss of some of its own energy
for every act of violence and treachery, of lovelessness made, even if the cost
inevitably is His own life--it does not matter. The damage to His thinking was
final. V_'aish yahv'EL can never return to the SOURCE, or to the beginning
of its life, or regain the power that it once had. It was too late. The breach
was final. The exile, complete. The blasphemy, unforgivable. There would be
no remediation. None. And no recompense. Nothing could release or save V_'aish
yahv'EL from its own choice. The Beast had, at last, gone too far. And
it became too late.
Even now, as you read, V_'aish yahv'EL
waits at the threshold of your mind, that which the chain must allow for thought
energy to process effectively, upon every crowning ripple of the vast ocean
of human beingness and thought, ready to enter through the gates of the four
elemental aspects of the body of 'Atham within every living thing in order to
cast doubts into and upon the matrixes of your thoughts and reflections with
subtle threads of sweet sinewy sarcasm, to sway you from the TRUTH with doubts
and succulent exaggerants, falsehoods to steal from you your mind and soul,
to steal from you your love.
He will wait for you for a lifetime, if that is what it takes, seemingly effortlessly,
flooding you with degenerate forms of positive suggestion and ideation that
you might eventually succumb to His sweet seduction, illuminating a gossamer
facade of stories of power, glory and triumphant majesty, made to appear legendary
and magnificent, carried over, in and through millennia in staid and unquestioned
tradition.
He will prey on every doubt, every uncertainty. He will take from you your stability.
And, if you let Him, He will take you.
He stands at the threshold of your mind, and waits, if only to drain you of
your life-energy and spirit, to drown you of all your birthings, your children
of ideation and thought. But only if you let Him. It is clearly a matter of
invitation.
And somewhere, at some time in your life, especially during times of pain, discomfort,
perplexion and discomfiture, even at the time of your passing, he will try to
access the fullness of your disoriented spirit, but acquire it only through
the unalignment of willing invitation.
He will come to you and enquire of you, His chosen host and respondent, as to
the nature of your true alignment and what you believe, or hold to be true.
And if you, His potential host, are thrown for one of His loops, forgetting
your true alignment which is LOVE, 'ELOHIM, or the SOURCE that was departed
upon you during your conception, the true birth of your beginning from the Beginning,
He will truly gain your hand and soul. He will have you in his grip, waiting
to lead you away from LIFE in order to give you His, which is Death.
He will wait for you, as if you were summoned to be His bride, His missing comple/iment,
to impregnate you with His seed, His need, His mind in the womb of yours, to
bring forth children of memory and ideation whose energies he can then devour
with negligible damage done to Him, as these children are offered up to Him,
and not forcibly abducted.
Therefore, remain ever vigilant, and do not allow Him His desire. Do not allow
Him to fulfill His desire in you, or allow Him to rape your mind with His seed.
For if you become ensnared or undone by Him, or conquered, you will only serve
His interests in your sacrifice to sustain Him.
He will take your life to live. And in living, take away your life. Therefore,
know from whence your alignment comes before it becomes too late.
The gate keeper has lost His keys. And he will pay dearly for their abuse and
misappropriation. In the meantime, He is making you pay dearly for their absence
and unavailability. But this focus has ensnared Him. The gate keeper is now
the gate-kept, ensnared by His own stranglehold on the human spirit and mind,
imprisoned by the strongholds of His own deceptions and lies, caught in His
own self-annihilation, forced to lick at the threshold only, but never to cross,
except for those who access Him, but then they too are soon gone, absorbed in
His Death.
But His Death is exactly that, His own Death. His only escape from the Reflective
glare of what He is, SATAN, and who he can no longer be, or the chain of binding
energy of transition and transformation placed upon Him, the material outlet
in which you currently live, is Death. For once you come into this world of
energy and mass, matter, the only way out, or in return, is through Reflection.
And only Love survives this reflection. The rest unneeded, burns away. You are
transformed in the face of the Truth that you are in the TRUTH that is LOVE.
Love lives on as it should – in LOVE.
Where, then, is He, the loveless one? And where then can He reside? Certainly
not in Love, or LOVE. Therefore, Love, and return to LOVE. Even while you are
here, this Reflection is far greater than He can bear. Learn to recognize His
knocking and the manipulations of His voice, and you will then know how to respond
to Him and remove the right hand of His cunning.
Know this! That which was held in the past by one, then by several in Jewish
mysticism and Kabbalism in its commentary and deep reflection, and properly,
and in truth, but in a far deeper sense, as the shattering of the sacred vessels
of life into broken fire and dissolution, the fragmenting of light into Darknesses,
the breaking of the harmony and continuity of the universe into a frightening
conception of what is now called, but not completely understood, as the birth
of chaos and fragmentation, of matter and energy condemned, cursed, by the four
damaged and breached elemental aspects to search one for the other in a never-ending
spiral of deepening alienation and death, the closing off of the SH_KHIYNAH_H
and PRESENCE (that sacred column of fire, the umbilical of creation, that enters
the mind of all existing things from the ETERNAL SOURCE when each is prepared
to receive, and when one in thought realigns with the LOVE that is at the heart
of all being and becoming in common affinity. 'Amen), this perception and its
understanding, this myth of the fall found in this and other religious and spiritual
texts, the cessation of unity in the physical universe and creation, was near-correct.
Let it be understood once and for all time: There are no human words for these
events. They occurred long ago, long before the birth of this universe within
the great body of 'Atham. They are of infinite and cosmic energies beyond your
reach, of dynamics confounded. They are symbolic representations in metaphor
and language struggling to suffice, this while all languages and systems of
belief, as well as communication, including minds of great ability, strain to
grasp the magnitude of what occurred long before human existence, even before
time began. 'Amen.
Hear what 'ELOHIM shares with humankind:
Do not be so foolish or smug in your confident yet limited understanding and
knowledge, or quick to judge or deride what is opened here. There are forces
at play on earth that far transcend human understanding or human power to change
or control without guidance and understanding. Seek wisdom in what WE open to
you at this time. Realize, the survival of your species, and your Self, is in
grave danger, and the entity as a whole rests in the balance. 'Amen.
Messiah
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